It's not you...it's ME..so effin' what?!

YUP! It's me! Sooo i had kinda promised myself that I wouldnt talk to any guys during Ramadan. But al Tunisi kept forcing his way in. So I said.."aaaaalright boy, just for a little bit (diiiiirty minds!) I decided to talk to him for a bit. We talked things over last week. We decided to meet towards the end of Ramadan. We are both serious, so perhaps we could decide what we could do before he leaves to Tunis. He went as far as saying "we were meant to be together..." A little cheesy and a tad too optimistive but..cute indeed. So, again, FACEBOOK became the issue. A few months ago I happened to see that he had a profile on facebook that I wasn't able to view. I could only see his friends list and send a message. Sooooooo, after I saw that 9.5/10 girls on his facebook were females, i was like "Ewwwwwwww, He's a man WHORE!!!" So being the drama queen that I am, I made a big deal out of it. He brushed it off. I said "ohh welll screw it" and I got over it, but I still added him is as friend, and I was waiting for him to accept the friend request. Which he said he hadn't accepted because he is hardly online..bla bla bla.So now that we decided to get serious, I happened to search for his profile I noticed that he changed his profile pic. I still couldn't view his profile because it's semi private. And to top it off I can't even view his friends list. So I sent him a message, hoping to hurt him kinda...I said I did not wish to meet. Because I felt uncomfortable (his facebook profile deprivation) and he responded like an hour later "Ok...whatever makes you happy!!!!!!..etc etc" He said something else about dragging things and making the situation worse bc nothing serious was done. Dragging what?! I'm not purposely dragging things. Why would someone who CLAIMS to want to get serious deprive their "significant" other of an online social networking profile? He's a mature man, WHY WOULD HE EVEN HAVE FACEBOOK TO BEGIN WITH?!!! Ok...you're probably asking yourself..."what about you Woman? Aren't you a little old to have a facebook?" And my answer to you all is "NO!" I realise that it's only a facebook account. I shouldn't really care or really waste my time arguing about something so small and insignicant...BUT THAT'S JUST IT. If he's hiding something so minute as this it really makes me wonder what else he's hiding. I really don't like people that try to make themselves seem to be really good and pious. Why would you want someone to accept you for something that you're not? I saw that a lot overseas when I was living there. The girls in Fuckrain(wee lil island in the , try to seem so sweet and innocent, but after I got into the car with them, Lord have mercy! My mother always said "You have to be very cautious with the quiet ones." I don't like to hide things from people. If I have to fart, I just let it rip *pleeeeeeeeeeb* haha. I'm just messing witcha. All I'm saying is QUIT TRYING TO SEEEEEM LIKE YOU'RE SOOO INNOCENT AND PURE HEARTED. Another thing, I hate those people that especially throw it out there. I don't think its acceptable for someone to refer to themselves as 'pure hearted'. That's a word that someone can use to describe you! I think it's really arrogant if you use it on yourself.
I'm becoming more and more upset. And I'm fasting so perhaps I should just keep myself busy doing something else. Perhaps...WORK! Geeeeeeeeez Louise! I am procrastinating!!!! Stupid Boys! I blame them!!!! May God have no mercy on them for keeping me preoccupied from fasting properly and doing my work!!!