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The first thing that comes to mind is "FUCK 'EM!" And by them I mean Hman and al-Masri. It's been a while since I last wrote a post. So after Hman, I started speaking to al-Tunisi and Al-Masri. Hman came back a few times asking to work things out. Hmmm.. ok perhaps not asking but just assuming that we'd get back together. I was expecting him to say something like "Woman, i was thinking, I am not willing to live the rest of my life without you. You fullfill me. I want you to be the mother of my children...." But he came back saying something along the lines of "you were wrong in breaking us up. you always have to mess things up. I'm gonna be in Chicago in a few weeks..if you're interested.." WWWWTFFFFFFFF!!! IF im interested? In what? mating? humping like bunnies? Free sex without having a guilty conscience? No really. Why dont men know how to talk? THEY know what women want to hear. They know the freakin' words. So why not conjugate them in a bloody sentence? So, basically, this occured a few times. Hman would come back and talk to me. But I'd become impatient because he was non challant and carefree the next day, wouldn't call or sms. (keep in mind he in his country, Fuckrain, not in the Chi with me) NOTHING. I wonder why he ever bothered asking for us to work things out if he was putting no effort into working on the relationship. Talk is cheap.

So I have been talking to al-Tunisi for 2 months. He seems like a good guy. He has A LOT of great qualities. We haven't quiet met exaaaaaactly. We sms and talk on the phone. Which is good so far. And we have been talking about meeting in the near future.

I was also talking to Al-Masri. This is a man that I've know for 11 years. Who has meant a lot to me. But now I'm just starting to feel as though he's all talk. We're both at that age and points in our lives where we should be able to get serious in a relationship. In the past it was child's play. We've known each other since we were young and were too caught up in our worlds' and in our studies and we couldn't get into a steady relationship. But now, when he has been given the option of actually getting something started he seems to be quite stupid. Jokes constantly about what could happen. The humor lightens things up, but too much is like "OK, MASRI, shut the fuck up and talk seriously!" He constantly brags about the thousands, if not millions, of girls that ask to wed him (wed, not wet hehe). And how girls from the elite class in Egypt and Princesses from the Middle East throw themselves onto him. So what am I suppose to respond to that? "Wow..really? That's hot!" Wutever,ass.

So just today, liljrsonofabitch is joking around, as usual, and we got into a little bit of a quarrel. I commented on a post that was on his facebook(yess its suppose to be a cleaner version of Hi5 or myspace) The girl who wrote to him obviously has something going with him. He didn't even deny it! He said he was insulted and he said goodbye and logged off. Again, I was like WWWWWWTFFFFFFF. He has the fuckin' nerve. I'm done with petty shit like that. My ex was the same. There's no way in feckin' hell I'm gonna go through this again. I am now aware of the little signs at the beginning of any relationship. Him being this careless and offensive...is a clear warning sign. So I sayzzzz to ma self...FUCK IT!

I'm thinking of focusing on al-Tunisi. Hman and al-Masri have just gotten BitchListed. And if they dont want to man up, they can suck my right nut. I'm through with their arrogance.

That's it for now. I'll see what happens later on today....