Last day to file yo taxes!

So today is the last day to file taxes, and lucky for you I ALREADY FILED THEM! And I'm getting a nice amount back! Which is awesome because I will get to go on my dream vacation this summer!!! I'm thinking Turkey and the mediterranean....awwwww i'm sooo freakin' excited! I visited Turkey two years ago and LOVED IT! I had actually gone to Bahrain, but since Hman was being a douche bag, I left Bahrain and spent the rest of my vacation in Turkey. I loved it so much. I got to see my college buddy while I was there. Her and her boyfriend were just the BESTEST tour guides! And now THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED!!! And that is one of the reasons why I will go to TURKIYE! I can't wait to look super hot for the wedding! No worries, i will not steal my friend's thunder on her wedding day, but I sure will have heads turning! HA HA!

Soooo I received an sms from Juventus this morning. He pretty much said he missed me. And believe me, I miss him a lot. But I asked for him not to sms me until I come to a decision. He's asking for me to forgive him, and to move on from our problem. He says he realises how much he hurt me and he will never do it again. But it's not easy to forgive someone. Well, its not easy for me. Because I know how good i was to him. I know how many people i pushed away on MY OWN without him telling to. I had Hman, Al-Masri, Al-Tunisi, and even Al 7mrati, and Slim contacting me left and right and I ignored all those sons of !@#$%^&. I was loyal to him and his mistake really hurt me. So right now, I'm not sure I want to forgive him and give him another chance. I asked him for time to think about it. And to be honest, I'm leaning towards the infinite break up, moving on-from-him-kinda decision. Because I don't trust him. He's back in his country, and this makes it more difficult for me. What makes me believe that he aint talking to those girls. Ewwwwwwwwwwww they sooo nasty! I talked to both the girls by the way. One of them was a total jerk, calling me "the ugly american" because that is what HE told her I was . An ugly American!!! The nerve of that bitch. I'd like to go there and donkey punch her, and then come back to my city. That would be AWESOME.

I hate work. I hate the people here. They recently fired three of my closest work buddies. And ever since they left I hate this place more and more. Those remaning are the biggest brown nosers! Omg! You won't even believe it. The head honcho of the company has his "Angels" the girls he takes to lunch or out for drinks. But it's sad that his secretary isn't quite included in that group. He has his legal nurse consultant, his 2 female associates, and his PR girl. And they just think he's the funniest shit around.

Yesterday I effed up on something. I emailed one of the secretaries telling her that our boss was pissed off, and that it wasn't my fault! Well apparently that email got to my boss, who came to me towards the end of the day, said that it was indeed 100% MY FAULT and that it was childish that I emailed the secretary! You know what it MORE CHILDISH, THE FACT THAT THIS STUPID SECRETARY TOLD ON ME! WTF!!!!! I was fuming and was ready to confront her at the end of the day. But I didn't. I took a cymbalta, and i was chill. She's a pretty pathetic and sad person. Who will be stuck working here for a long time. Inshallah I will move on to bigger and better things. She looks like a stripper, has the worst tan I've ever seen (leather skin like) and she's a drunk. She often comes in on mondays telling us about her wild weekends and how she drank so much and passed out. She's like 40 by the way. And NOOOO IM NOT SAYING SHE'S OLD. But she is a little too old for the stuff she's doing...like TELLING ON ME! That really grinds my gears!!! arghhhh!!!